Since I opened my blog it came to my attention that I seldomly write about anything...I do write small posts about the things I like and all that stuff but never really written something that came entirely from my own perspective and thoughts and issues so that´s when I came with the idea of doing a section solely about my own personal insights about whatever thing I am thinking about at the moment....or just things that happen to me....so welcome to The Black Label Diaries...I just want to make clear that whatever I post underneath this title is my own personal opinion which you might agree with or not...so please if you´re going to comment do it with respect as I will always try to express my opinions with.
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What´s love got to do with it?
I think Love has to do everything with it!...without love for the things you do how can you feel true happiness? …Without love in your life you would go on but there will always be a void of nothingness in a section of your wide range of emotions.
It´s a tricky word, a happy word and a painful word; I myself have experimented all the adjectives that Love brings with him and some were great times…in fact most were great times that ended in all sorts of wrong…and even though with that much, not failure cause for me its more like lessons to learn, going straight to a brick wall, I still want it in my life, I still crave and hope and search and wait for it. I´ve come to the conclusion that when it comes to Love we are all masoquists cause we still go into new adventures knowing, and you can´t tell me at some point it didn´t cross your mind, that it might end not in the most ideal scenario but like true daredevils we jump to our faith. I confess that for a very long time, six years in fact, I hide from it just from even the though of having to deal with these obnoxious situations and problems and getting hurt…mostly getting hurt, which is a very ongoing adjective of the term Love when it comes to me.
Now suddenly I find myself smiling like an idiot when I see a romantic scene in a film or getting shivers when I hear a beautiful love song and I realized that hiding has no point because…just because. I still want it…I still want to feel that thing that gets in your stomach when you see that person and that wierd joy of having your ear hurting after a 3 hour long conversation…about whatever subject seems interesting at those little moments in the phone. And I want to love what I do with whom I love who loves me back, and if that makes me a big masoquist, then I am!…shameless and proud; so like Mariah Carey says I wanna know what love is!...now its just a matter of meeting someone…but that could be a little problematic, you see, we do live in a world that has become not shallow but demanding, yeah that´s the word, it seems that everybody aims for “perfect” and you know me I am a plus size, which is not something that people likes…I mean yeah there will be people who would say its cool to be a fashionable plus size cause fashion is meant to be for those who love it big or skinny, but we aren´t taking about fashion are we?
I do love myself…want to loose some pounds cause it makes a lot of other things easier (like finding fitting clothes..which for skinny people is not as easy as one may think so you go figure)…but the trick is meeting someone who likes and loves you just the way you are, and that is more easily said.
Music Mood for this post: Bruno Mars - Just The Way You Are
It´s a tricky word, a happy word and a painful word; I myself have experimented all the adjectives that Love brings with him and some were great times…in fact most were great times that ended in all sorts of wrong…and even though with that much, not failure cause for me its more like lessons to learn, going straight to a brick wall, I still want it in my life, I still crave and hope and search and wait for it. I´ve come to the conclusion that when it comes to Love we are all masoquists cause we still go into new adventures knowing, and you can´t tell me at some point it didn´t cross your mind, that it might end not in the most ideal scenario but like true daredevils we jump to our faith. I confess that for a very long time, six years in fact, I hide from it just from even the though of having to deal with these obnoxious situations and problems and getting hurt…mostly getting hurt, which is a very ongoing adjective of the term Love when it comes to me.
Now suddenly I find myself smiling like an idiot when I see a romantic scene in a film or getting shivers when I hear a beautiful love song and I realized that hiding has no point because…just because. I still want it…I still want to feel that thing that gets in your stomach when you see that person and that wierd joy of having your ear hurting after a 3 hour long conversation…about whatever subject seems interesting at those little moments in the phone. And I want to love what I do with whom I love who loves me back, and if that makes me a big masoquist, then I am!…shameless and proud; so like Mariah Carey says I wanna know what love is!...now its just a matter of meeting someone…but that could be a little problematic, you see, we do live in a world that has become not shallow but demanding, yeah that´s the word, it seems that everybody aims for “perfect” and you know me I am a plus size, which is not something that people likes…I mean yeah there will be people who would say its cool to be a fashionable plus size cause fashion is meant to be for those who love it big or skinny, but we aren´t taking about fashion are we?
I do love myself…want to loose some pounds cause it makes a lot of other things easier (like finding fitting clothes..which for skinny people is not as easy as one may think so you go figure)…but the trick is meeting someone who likes and loves you just the way you are, and that is more easily said.